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Only few weeks left before semester starts and i’m terribly under semi brain-spasm which obviously means DEAD-MEAT! im supposed to look-out for cases and do super high intensity brain workout during dis semester break, and proudly speaking i only managed to unload the books from my luggage..DARN! well now, i’m manually reshuffle my schedule and trying my very super-extra best to hang on it and wishing there will be no demonstrous attraction that may likely interfere with my initial objective..AMIN.

Until the next round, i’m out…

have i ever mentioned how much i enjoy putting myself away from home? uh, guess nope. well, i did have thousands of dreams being away.. far far away especially after hvg big mouth-fights wif my mom during my rebellious teenage years. ironically, i dont feel dat way anymore..sumhow, i missed being at home most of the time.

uh..it ws great actually travelling around, having practicals here and there, but trust me no place is better than home..i missed my mom’s cooking,my home-folks, my bed,my room.. my territory! hahaha..and sure the loved ones lor..=p

last month was my last clinical attachment sumwer in kk,sabah for clinic and post-mortem wif my batchmates ..had great times tho..apart from the clinic works, we had thousands of memorable times there..not to mention the white virgin sandy beaches, the proud gigantic mountains, and uh..the orang utans! we went to orang utans  sepilok sanctuary, and WOW!..it ws extremely gratifying experience meeting these one of a kind primates. CUTE, CUDDLY and yeah NAUGHTY as well.. adding to the last bit, if u’re thinking of nemo the fish..i recommend u the islands and the seaworld..SANGAT MENAKJUBKAN!.. fuh..it ws a timeless beauty.great experience underneath, and i wish there will be more next =). u’ll definitely amazed wif ths untouch beauty..the crystal green sea, the colourful corals carpetting the seabase plus the free-roaming marine species until u dun even realize u’ve been there for hours..(and hey, im not exaggerating here)..(^@^) Tu belum lg sipadan island which mark as the most beautiful island tapi xsempat pegi lak..kene tunggu 4 yrs lg..a month in sabah has ended here..and it’s time for family call. great to be back home.

huh..guess dat ws it..my fresh post after almost a year of silence. Until then, keep ur brain active!

I’m signing out..

Love Natrah

He is my pillar of strength, my motivation to stay on, my saviour, my guidance who walked me thru every path in life, who holds my hand thru my ups and downs, who led me when i ws in the midst of confussion, who stood by me when i was breaking down, who always put up wif all my kerenah.

    It was an incredibly busy time these lately, where we hardly speak to each other since i wasnt much around during my practicals. sorry for not being around wen u n ibu celebrating ur 23rd anniversary. And so it mattered to me when one of my prof told me how proud u were when i was admitted to vet school.. and remember the time u bought me tobblerone when i failed my sejarah? it was one of the sweetest thing u did, dad. Somehow i just get emotional when it comes to u..just cudnt hold back my tears. sorry for all the fights we had, the rebels i showed.

    I just want u to noe how much i love u and i’m eternally grateful of having  u by me, pushing me all the way to the top. GREAT THANKS TO YOU! I love you till today and forever more, you are in my heart and mind.

p/s: every day is a father’s day..go n tell ur ayah how much u love him. Plus, blow him the biggest FATHER’S DAY KISS ever.

17th JUNE 2007

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY AYAH!

Love,

Natrah

hoho.. wut a beautifoooool stay in babi farm.. it’s babi owkay.. not baby.. neway, not like any typical swine farm, yeah of kos la the smell stinks but not so bad la as to compare to other pig farm kan.. hidup Tan Brothers pig farm! Oink..oink.. but the taukeh is so baik n the wife n kids pun love us so much coz we bodek them earlier ngn chocolates. huhu..brilliant strategy wasnt it? but it troubles us later coz hard 4 us to ask for early leave. beautiful stay, nice companions, friendly ppl, great meals ( halal ones of course!)

      I had such a crazily unforgetable moment  wif my other prac mates- imah, emi, syam, nik, amir,fikri,firdaus, fitri.

p/s : cant wait any longer for my next ice-skating trip! it ws hillariously fantastic, go and get urself screw. haha..

okie dokie, excuse me pls.. =)

Hey, im back again.. after sooo long. Currently, im heavily occupied with my finals, still it wont stop me blogging and do things i desire. Anyhow, I came across an article or maybe count it as doá from a fren of mine, and personally, it gave quite a little impact and touch my heart in every lines. So, it urged me to repost the bulletin which some of u had already read em.

Friendly reminder for guys out there..Girls/women, we dun need a super perfect guy in life, who cares of being perfect. We dun seek for filthy rich bastard, yet who able to accommodate us, feed us. We dun need u to remind us how fat ur wallet is, how rich ur daddy is and as the list goes..if u are rich, so wut?? We dun take looks as our goal, coz it may creates sense of insecurity. Good looking = BONUS! Guy who is insensitive?? owh pehh-liss, quite a big turn-off sumtimes. We need u to understand us, the spoken, unspoken, hidden or exposed. Pretty ‘leceh” kan sumtimes. So dear ( u noe who u are) just fly him a gud bye kiss, u deserve sumone far better than that unthankful a**hole..Seriously, the guy needs a gud smack right on the face.( sorry dude!) Hahaha..Well, so much still, there’re lots for u guys to explore in this land of Venus.

Well, read the lines with ur heart, n see if they got u or not.

Tuhanku…
Aku berdo’a untuk seorang lelaki yang
akan menjadi bagian dari hidupku
Seseorang yang sungguh mencintaiMu
lebih dari segala sesuatu
Seorang lelaki yang akan meletakkanku
pada posisi kedua di hatinya setelah
Engkau
Seorang lelaki yang hidup bukan untuk
dirinya sendiri tetapi untukMu

Wajah tampan dan daya tarik fizik
tidaklah penting
Yang penting adalah sebuah hati yang
sungguh mencintai dan dekat dengan
Engkau
dan berusaha menjadikan sifat-sifatMu
ada pada dirinya
Dan ia haruslah mengetahui bagi siapa
dan untuk apa ia hidup sehingga
hidupnya tidaklah sia-sia

Seseorang yang memiliki hati yang
bijak tidak hanya otak yang cerdas
Seorang lelaki yang tidak hanya
mencintaiku tapi juga menghormatiku
Seorang lelaki yang tidak hanya
memujaku tetapi juga dapat
menasihatiku ketika aku berbuat salah
Seseorang yang mencintaiku bukan
kerana kecantikanku tapi kerana hatiku
Seorang lelaki yang dapat menjadi
sahabat terbaikku dalam setiap waktu
dan situasi
Seseorang yang dapat membuatku merasa
sebagai seorang wanita ketika aku di
sisinya

Tuhanku…
Aku tidak meminta seseorang yang
sempurna namun aku meminta seseorang
yang tidak sempurna,
sehingga aku dapat membuatnya sempurna
di mataMu
Seorang lelaki yang memerlukan
sokonganku sebagai peneguhnya
Seorang lelaki yang membutuhkan doaku
untuk kehidupannya
Seseorang yang membutuhkan senyumku
untuk mengatasi kesedihannya
Seseorang yang membutuhkan diriku
untuk membuat hidupnya menjadi
sempurna

Tuhanku…
Aku juga meminta,
Buatlah aku menjadi wanita yang dapat
membuatnya bangga
Berikan aku hati yang sungguh
mencintaiMu sehingga aku dapat
mencintainya dengan sekedar cintaku
Berikanlah sifat yang lembut sehingga
kecantikanku datang dariMu
Berikanlah aku tangan sehingga aku
selalu mampu berdoa untuknya
Berikanlah aku penglihatan sehingga
aku dapat melihat banyak hal baik dan
bukan hal buruk dalam dirinya
Berikanlah aku lisan yang penuh dengan
kata-kata bijaksana,
mampu memberikan semangat serta
mendukungnya setiap saat dan tersenyum
untuk dirinya setiap pagi

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan
bertemu, aku berharap kami berdua
dapat mengatakan:
"Betapa Maha Besarnya Engkau karena
telah memberikan kepadaku pasangan
yang dapat
membuat hidupku menjadi sempurna."

Aku mengetahui bahwa Engkau ingin kami
bertemu pada waktu yang tepat
Dan Engkau akan membuat segala
sesuatunya indah pada waktu yang telah
Engkau tentukan
Amin….amin…amin ya Allah…
Sesungguhnya Engkau maha berkuasa atas
segala-galanya…

Im signing out..Chill! (^_^)

For now, im pleased to know that my plans were all worked out smoothly this entire week..yey! I got a handful of CDs hijack from Nich my super divine buddy, whole stack of old mags from the collection, and a big bunch of notes for my upcoming test. Enuf to colour my day-off.

     Cant wait to try out my new-brand roller blade  i bought this evening- Studio R, KLCC. Too bad, i missed the sale period, i miscalculated the date. I came up wif this whole idea ( in-line skating) a week ago stimulated by Ami, it’s more likely back to our childhood days. Boosting my inner ‘child-ness’.

    Tomorrow, gonna set a trip to National Zoo. snapping few pics of animals perineum and tail, nah..for my vet med assignment. nothing much of ur concern anyway..

till fingers meet keyboard again..

It’s been a while i hvnt get my hands writing or blogging. yeah, most of my daily time are fully occupied with classes and those tiresome rounds and conferences. Not to mention our weekly 12-hours-standing in the OT sinfully killing those pitiful canine creatures. Victory demands your heart, time, perseverance and determination. Gambate!
My birthday was a great hallaluya…we had a blast at putrajaya n a surprised midnight-shock from my housemates.. wut a cute kebakaran u guys made..haha..guys, y’all need to learn more on how to dope people from me =D now im counting days for a payback time..haha, be prepared mentally and physically ya.. btw, thx for the late night party n i love u guys!

k, until now..I’ll see u when i see u..(^_^)

i longed for a nice knitted cardigan at seed which i adored few months back, n tot of buying it whenever it’s on sale until i last discovered the very same type were already soldout..so devastating. maybe it’s not my rezeki then.

it took me a long full day finishing those 10cd’s of GTO (great teacher onizuka) which i had watched more than 5 times. cikgu bodoh yang best.. n cute.

It wasnt surprised me much to hear my best buddy  Andika (Dika), flew back already to Yogja, Indonesia. Missed those time we played futsal, lepak at mamak spot cyberjy (huh the ‘ane’ ws annoying), ur so-called LKW chick spot. Hvnt heard him for quite some time though.. Only if Tina hadnt told me the news. Dika u owe me a call dude!

Tomorrow, planning to watch movie with Hanisah..Eragon..quite a late catch eh..since ppl already jumping over to another latest release. Im a movie buff no more- age do me a great deal then, haha..besides time constraint esp when uni starts.

Am looking forward for this sat, PICNIC somewhere, God knows where- Sg Tekala, guess in Semenyeh. With few girls of mine, sandwiches- tak kire, aku nak gak sardin instead of tuna, peel fresh orange juice, bihun goreng by dayah i assumed..hehe.. and many more to come. Much more a way for me to say gudbye..no tears pls. haha..makes me sound like im dying or something.

Just wait for the good things happen..amin..

Here comes another boring day for me to walk through. Since I got nothing better to do, I rather do blogging than sticking my ass on couch rolling the same old movies over and over..

To-do-list:

• House chores- checked, I did plenty of those. Thx angah, no hands are needed! *sarcastically*
• Pharmacology notes - checked, cant wait for Dr Chen’s class tho..
• Fighting - checked, we had it alot..physically and verbally-again, with the houseworks.
• Shopping - Hell, NO.. Im bloody broke to the last penny.
• Movie? - Again, Im broke..
• Workouts- gosh, I really need that.. piling up few kilos..such a pigsty. DARN! Im blessed with high ADG ( Average Daily Gain)

Finished reading Heaven’s n Dark Angels-books of VC Andrews, given by Irni..Storyline was great, somehow the ending ws totally depressing not the typical happy ending ones. Anyhow, it still keeps me going until the last page~ unstoppable~

Umm, my fren rang me while ago. Good news, a fren of ours is getting engaged this coming sunday. She’s pretty,sweet, nice, n lovable girl..and the guy sure is lucky enuf we bet. Speaking of women vs men, I watched the local tv talkshow a couple of day ago- "What are women looking for a guy?" ..hmm, interesting topic eh.. and one of the girl there claimed we women/girls do need a list of basic ground/ checklist for a guy..Do we really need those?..does it works in reality or it just happen in our fantasy? outlooks vs characters? Will it matter anymore, say if u already fall for a guy who’s way off your ‘line’?.. girls, get urself ready..

Kayyo, till the next episode of mine..daa!